My Life In A Nutshell
So tonight i cried and i dont know if they were happy tears or sad ones - cause lately my mind has been up and down - i know i have a million reasons to smile but theres always those few reasons why i do cry and thats what kills me because im such a STRONG person .. to be only 19 i swear im too MATURE and way too REAL for this shit .. Alot has taken place in my life since this year has started, some has been a blessing and some has been a heartbreaking situation.. like early this year i was blessed with my beautiful godbaby Nevie which is my first blood niece ; i remember the first time holding her , i was so excited you would of thought i birthed her myself , love her soo much - i love the precious moments with her; shes adorable - but beside that my grandmother past away and when i first got the news; i didnt even know how to take the news i had an emotional breakdown at work and i couldnt stop crying for days and the day came when we had her funeral and the tears flowed once again - i dont know its heartbreaking & on top of that i just found out a week ago that my grandmother which is my dad’s mom has cancer and its even more heartbreaking becus she means alot to me and i dont think she understands that but i think if she dies god forbid that my dads family will never be the same cause shes the reason we even deal with one another - I love her so much and i just hopes she gets better because i know shes strong enough too overcome this - so pretty much you can see why my life is so messy but hey i gotta keep a smile , cause tears never make things better - its starting to become so deep and its all starting to surface to me ——
To My Beloved Bestfriend
I LOVE MY BESTFRIEND JAZMYN WILLIAMS… no seriously nobodies as real as her , weve been through so much in such a short time , you would think weve been friends since we was young but we really havent … it gets deeper than a friendship when it comes to my bestfriend; shes my lil sis and ill do anything & everything for her because I know she’ll do the same - shes here when needed ; bad or good she gives me advice and all that …. its crazy becus were total opposites but we get along so damn well - our relationship is just that real - welp love you bestfriend and if anyone never tells you this ; let me be the one to let you know - YOUR BEAUTIFUL & YOU DESERVE THE WORLD AND IF I HAD IT I WOULD GIVE IT TO YOU ; your destined for greatness … I cant wait to see you walk across that stage soon -
LOVE YOUR BESTEST FRIEND SADE HOPKINS <3
(via jazzlegendary)
